americankitten

If you here me saying "Of course," a lot, you know I'm in a bad mood. "Of course, the internet disconnected. AGAIN. FUCK!" "Of course, this happens. Fate hates me today. I feel the love! Thank you. Leave me alone now!"

Damn. Even my favorite song is getting annoying. That's how angry I am at the moment. I'm trying to fucking get my internet connection to work, but I guess it hates me. As usual =\ If you're reading this, most likely I typed this up last night. Because you know what? I FUCKING GIVE UP!

If I were a window, I'd have shattered by now. It's taking all my self control not to break the keyboard, because I keep messing up. GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOd. Nothing is going right. I wish I could play Maplestory. I wish I had something to take my mind off this. But nope. Nothing. Not even school. >=\

I called Parker earlier to see if we could have a short chat. He was with like three other guys. They were laughing and talking to him LOUDLY and all that. I got annoyed so I took it out on him. He had said "I'll call you later tonight." and I replied with "Knowing you that won't happen." Then someone in the background said something like "Why don't you guys just have phone sex?!" and they busted out laughing. I didn't even say I love you before I hung up.

I really want him to call me. It would help me calm down a lot. But I can't. He's spending the night, again, at his friends house. Damn. I really need his good attitude and easy going nature right about now. It would help loads.

Yea, read if you wanna. I'll just post pictures tomorrow. Of drawings. Yea.

=\ Anybody have Yahoo messenger? I'm so bored. And lonely.