I wish...

So, it's been a while since I've really sat down and actually posted about anything. I mean, this is my journal. I should be letting out my feelings and venting to strangers that are nice enough to care.

Well. Uh...  Nothing much has happened. This trip is really the only thing that's really happened. It was random. Dad mentioned out of the blue yesterday, and he made it sound like only me and mom were going on Saturday. I got excited instantly and said "Sure!" But he said we might not. I didn't care. I called Parker and freaked out to him for a moment.

Then I forgot about it, because I started thinking about that doubt, and didn't want to get my hopes up too high. =\ I always do that. But this morning around nine I sort of woke up and moved, and was about to go back to sleep, and I hear mom outside my door saying "We're going to Texas...." Quietly so she doesn't wake up the little kids. ^_^ I got up and with my messy hair went into my brother's room where she was and just grinned. So yeah after that I was freaking out here.

I should be washing my clothes and calling Daddy. It's already almost six there. =\

"Hi yo, you've go light in your eyes, and you're standing here beside me. I love the passing of time."

I have that song playing in my ears. ^_^ It always makes me so happy, even though the song is about whores and death and loneliness. =\ Whatever. It always makes me wanna dance. 

I promise I'll take pictures and show you guys daddy and everyone. I hope I see my old babysitter Candy. She may not be the best role model, but i love her like an aunt. ^_^

My room is messy. I have no money. I haven't done my chore for today (we lost the list so I can't anyway =p) Atticus is still gone. He left before I even woke. I don't even know if he even came home last night. He's only 13. =\ I won't be able to hang out with Parker. We won't even talk much while I'm gone for about two weeks.

But I'm going! ^_^