I wish...

 

I've been spacing out a lot today.  But this morning I had replies to things Edo said to me this morning. She told me that Her dad was blaming her for something she had no handle on. I wanted to say "Well, don't worry about it, he doesn't know. He's just assuming." 
And then she was talking about how her boyfriend is ... ignoring her? OR too busy to talk a lot recently, and it's depressing her slightly. I wanted to tell her that if Parker did that to me then I'd just get annoyed and start bugging him about it.

But I didn't say those things.

Why didn't I say those things to ease her mind?

Oh, and something pissed me off today. Well, not really, but I'm pouty about it. I want a new phone because this juke thing is getting retarded. So I want an Alias 2. So I asked my aunt if we have any upgrades, and she said that the next one we get either her or my grandmother will use.

Thanks. I guess I'll just go get a job and save up 320 dollars while you guys already have jobs and get the upgrade. Thanks. A lot.

I know I'm being pouty but I kinda wanna be. Period and all.

I wanna get high, but I'm nervous. And not really high, just to try it out, just to see what ti's like and to say that I've done it. 

And to get some crazy drawing or painting skills and make some awesome drawing or story or poem or something. My creative skills at the moment are at nilch.