I wish...

I had high hopes for this weekend. I was gonna try pot for the first time this weekend. I was gonna hangout with My best friend and just forget about this life for three days. Dammit.

She texted me saying she didn't ask her mom, that she was in trouble anyways for going out and not coming back until the next day.

I wish I could go across the city and spend the night at Parker's house, come back the next day at like four in the afternoon, and get minor punishments. Not even a "Where the hell have you been!!???!?!?!?!" But a "Just don't do it again, spend the weekend in your room."

I do that anyways, so it would work out.

I deflated so fast when she told me. I felt all the expectation and energy just whoosh out of me. Before I knew it, I was staring out the window with a blank mind. As usual.

Whatever.

I'm going to see Paranormal Activity this weekend, and possibly blow off someone who wants me to take pictures of them.

Just cuz.