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[americankitten]

---[For these past few years, ever since you walked into my life so smoothly and calmly, I've kept my eyes, dreams, hopes and HEART on you. I've talked to you some, but not to where I could let out these feelings. They are the smooth, quiet purr of the strong engine. They are a tornado concealed in a snow globe. You come up, pick it up, shake it, put it down, walk off. It's still going. So many thoughts, plans, fantasies. Where did it all lead to? Me standing here, in the rain, with a soggy letter in my hands. Your back turned to me, so far down the street you can't hear the engine stutter and whine. You can't hear the chaos break out and tear everything up inside. I fall to my knees and stay there, hoping a car won't see me.]---


This retainer, the bottom one, is a bitch. I have a habit of sucking on it, so my mouth gets really really dry and my jaw hurts. And we're not going to that Women's Church group my mom is so obsessed about. I'm relieved. I put make up on and brushed my hair anyway, but I don't know why. Maybe I'm going to go out today. Maybe. >.>

I feel like anything can happen right now. Like I could meet some fantastic person if I just open my door and look up at the sky. You can tell I feel poetic today. I wonder why. 0.o Oh well. I like this feeling. Gives me hope. That's what people need today in Iran huh? Seriously, I hope there isn't a slaughter. I really hope not. That would just mean that the people in Iran would lose again. They've been hopeless ever since we went in there to "monitor" them. Right? That's basically what we're doing. Or, were doing. We're brining people home now. ^_^

More little splurts like that one later. I'm sure of it.

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[royalia.livejournal.com]

ahhh, that last paragraph, i relate to that so much.