Struck By A Smooth Criminal
Jul. 12th, 2009 11:16 amApparently that day and yesterday were the only days we really talked though. I called him this morning, and he ignored my call the first time. I thought he was asleep so I was fine with it. But I called him again and he said he hadn't been asleep..... The call was about two minutes and the majority of it was him choking and coughing on his own saliva. He didn't even tell me why he was leaving. He just said bye and left.
Whatever. I'm fine without him for now. I just wonder if he's still playing his game...... He played it all night last night with his freind Frankie.
Oddly, just the thought of Parker makes me tired and want to go to bed. =/
But we can spend time apart and not get worked up right? I don't need him 24/7...... I feel like I do, but I just need to forget about him by doing other things. Like a job.... I'm screwed. Well, I can read or go job hunting or whatever. Get some time in on my permit log...... I really need to get to the big streets. I can forget about him.. I can forget about him....
I'm home alone for the next couple of hours too. Mom and the two youngest went to church, and for this whole week dad and the two oldest are at camp. It's going to be a peaceful week. If only I were here all aone for the week..... I'd have this house clean, I'd have peace of mind.... Nobody would dare bother.
Living with six other people for five year, and one moving in soon, no wonder I'm wishing to be have intense privacy.
I'm working on a story. Hopefully somebody out there would want to read it.
Whatever. I'm fine without him for now. I just wonder if he's still playing his game...... He played it all night last night with his freind Frankie.
Oddly, just the thought of Parker makes me tired and want to go to bed. =/
But we can spend time apart and not get worked up right? I don't need him 24/7...... I feel like I do, but I just need to forget about him by doing other things. Like a job.... I'm screwed. Well, I can read or go job hunting or whatever. Get some time in on my permit log...... I really need to get to the big streets. I can forget about him.. I can forget about him....
I'm home alone for the next couple of hours too. Mom and the two youngest went to church, and for this whole week dad and the two oldest are at camp. It's going to be a peaceful week. If only I were here all aone for the week..... I'd have this house clean, I'd have peace of mind.... Nobody would dare bother.
Living with six other people for five year, and one moving in soon, no wonder I'm wishing to be have intense privacy.
I'm working on a story. Hopefully somebody out there would want to read it.
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Date: 2009-07-13 12:22 am (UTC)i will read your story. i love reading.
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Date: 2009-07-13 04:39 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-07-14 08:48 pm (UTC)it's good for you guys to spend time apart. i mean, if you were always together you might get annoyed with eachother.
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Date: 2009-07-14 09:14 pm (UTC)but yeah mostly he gets annoyed with me calling him too much =/