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I'M FINALLY DOING SOMETHING THIS SUMMER!!!!

I'm going back to my home state, Texas!!!

Many people I know here in Las Vegas don't think very highly of Texas, but it's my home. It's where I get to see everyone! I get to see Pop pop, and Aunt Betty, and omg omg omgomgomg DADDY!!!

I get to see daddy. (dances all around the room)

Yay. We're leaving on Sunday, So I need to tell everyone..... My neighbor and Daddy. ^_^_^_^_^_^_^_^

I'm so excited for nine in the morning. >.>

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So, it's been a while since I've really sat down and actually posted about anything. I mean, this is my journal. I should be letting out my feelings and venting to strangers that are nice enough to care.

Well. Uh...  Nothing much has happened. This trip is really the only thing that's really happened. It was random. Dad mentioned out of the blue yesterday, and he made it sound like only me and mom were going on Saturday. I got excited instantly and said "Sure!" But he said we might not. I didn't care. I called Parker and freaked out to him for a moment.

Then I forgot about it, because I started thinking about that doubt, and didn't want to get my hopes up too high. =\ I always do that. But this morning around nine I sort of woke up and moved, and was about to go back to sleep, and I hear mom outside my door saying "We're going to Texas...." Quietly so she doesn't wake up the little kids. ^_^ I got up and with my messy hair went into my brother's room where she was and just grinned. So yeah after that I was freaking out here.

I should be washing my clothes and calling Daddy. It's already almost six there. =\

"Hi yo, you've go light in your eyes, and you're standing here beside me. I love the passing of time."

I have that song playing in my ears. ^_^ It always makes me so happy, even though the song is about whores and death and loneliness. =\ Whatever. It always makes me wanna dance. 

I promise I'll take pictures and show you guys daddy and everyone. I hope I see my old babysitter Candy. She may not be the best role model, but i love her like an aunt. ^_^

My room is messy. I have no money. I haven't done my chore for today (we lost the list so I can't anyway =p) Atticus is still gone. He left before I even woke. I don't even know if he even came home last night. He's only 13. =\ I won't be able to hang out with Parker. We won't even talk much while I'm gone for about two weeks.

But I'm going! ^_^

Poetic Ramblings

You're falling
From the stars you were once a part of
and I silently wish
that you land softly.

You softly scatter
like dust in the wind
and I'm drowning
drowning in tears I cry for you.

I hope someday
you'll live again
and fall into place
inside my heart.

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You know that song about Eleanor Rigby?

That's what I feel like right now. I haven't left anything in the ground for people to remember when I leave. =\ But I'm still young. So maybe someday people will talk about me as a fond memory.

Whatever. i don't even know why I'm posting. I lied to my bf. I was at the store to get a rockstar, and I told him that I was getting one. He freaked out and told me to put it back. I did. I walked around the store talking to him on the phone, then reminded him he was wasting his minutes. So we hung up. Then I got a rockstar anyway. I guess I feel bad for lying to him? I don't know, I always feel like when I drink one. Tired. Then in a little while I'll get shaky and wound up, but I won't do anything about it. Then later on tonight I'll get emotional and ehatever and stay up cuz I won't be able to sleep.

Hm. =\ My addiction to rockstars has come back full force.

Whatever. I don't really care. I'll live with one kidney instead of two.

God I can't wait till school starts. And yes, my excitement for this trip has already died. I called my dad and left a message..... I hope I didn't call the wrong number. >.< Whaaaat.

( random poem )