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I sit in the dark, just a screen to light my view.

I have done nothing today. Absolutely FUCKING nothing. I feel so tired, though. It's doesn't make sense. =\

I want to take pictures, of course. But it's night time, I have no events to go to, and I don't have any ideas. I wish there were someone nearby that I could as for help. A photography buddy that lives close to me. And would help me in stimulating new ideas from nothing.

I'm surprised at how lonely I feel. 

And I"m dreaming of school to start. Literally. Dreams of the first day of school have been popping up. That's how desperate I am to be through with summer. I'm sick of it. I want to throw it against a wall and hear it shatter. I am fucking through. I need something to do, damn it. I'm beyond the point of boredom. I'm close to insane.

I don't see how America can be so lazy. =\

So yea, photography. I want to shock people, to make something to remember. Something striking. Something worth selling. =\ I don't know what though. It's weird, but I miss the sight, feeling and smell of the human body. I want pictures of people. PEOPLE.

Maybe that's how lonely I am. =[