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I had high hopes for this weekend. I was gonna try pot for the first time this weekend. I was gonna hangout with My best friend and just forget about this life for three days. Dammit.

She texted me saying she didn't ask her mom, that she was in trouble anyways for going out and not coming back until the next day.

I wish I could go across the city and spend the night at Parker's house, come back the next day at like four in the afternoon, and get minor punishments. Not even a "Where the hell have you been!!???!?!?!?!" But a "Just don't do it again, spend the weekend in your room."

I do that anyways, so it would work out.

I deflated so fast when she told me. I felt all the expectation and energy just whoosh out of me. Before I knew it, I was staring out the window with a blank mind. As usual.

Whatever.

I'm going to see Paranormal Activity this weekend, and possibly blow off someone who wants me to take pictures of them.

Just cuz.
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I've been spacing out a lot today.  But this morning I had replies to things Edo said to me this morning. She told me that Her dad was blaming her for something she had no handle on. I wanted to say "Well, don't worry about it, he doesn't know. He's just assuming." 
And then she was talking about how her boyfriend is ... ignoring her? OR too busy to talk a lot recently, and it's depressing her slightly. I wanted to tell her that if Parker did that to me then I'd just get annoyed and start bugging him about it.

But I didn't say those things.

Why didn't I say those things to ease her mind?

Oh, and something pissed me off today. Well, not really, but I'm pouty about it. I want a new phone because this juke thing is getting retarded. So I want an Alias 2. So I asked my aunt if we have any upgrades, and she said that the next one we get either her or my grandmother will use.

Thanks. I guess I'll just go get a job and save up 320 dollars while you guys already have jobs and get the upgrade. Thanks. A lot.

I know I'm being pouty but I kinda wanna be. Period and all.

I wanna get high, but I'm nervous. And not really high, just to try it out, just to see what ti's like and to say that I've done it. 

And to get some crazy drawing or painting skills and make some awesome drawing or story or poem or something. My creative skills at the moment are at nilch.

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