Men are fucking annoying.

 So I was talking to a kid I met on New years a while ago. He and I got along fine. He even flirted with me a little. He was a charmer. 

His name is Alex. 

In high school I was known, by everybody, as Parker's girlfriend. Which means I was taken, reserved, not free meat. So nobody really took an interest in me. 
But since I've graduated I've realized that it's not like that in the real world. I'm not used to being flirted with. It's nice, makes me feel good. You know? That's why girls dress nice and do all this shit. To get guys to flirt with them, or show  a little interest at least. 

That's not my point though. So anyway, I was talking to him, whatever. Then he went to a party with a friend of mine, wanting to hook him up with someone. The next day I asked him how it went, he said it was fun, that he found a girl that he likes a lot. 


Then we didn't talk for two weeks. He took no initiative to get out and talk to me. No more texting, no more chats on facebooks, nothing. Not a word. 

WTF?

And then John. Becky and I went to English class with him last semester. The other day I noticed him, tapped Becky on the arm, pointed to him. That day me, Becky and him hung out and talked and whatever. He even flirted a little. With both of us. You know? Felt nice. Felt like he wanted a friendship at least. 

But that weekend, all weekend, he was talking to Becky. I didn't get a single word. Whatever. Fuck you too. I mean yeah, thanks for the concert tickets, but you can't play like that. Either talk to me or ignore me, not both. 

Why do men do that? It's pissing me off. I hate it. At least attempt a friendship. I don't wanna date you anyways, I'm taken. I just want a friendship with a nice guy. I like making new friends. But if you ignore me just cuz your attention is turned to another girl, I feel like you see me as not worth your time. And that pisses me off. At least tell me good morning or something. 

Maybe I should start the conversations? I mean, i'm just sitting here expecting. Maybe I should start talking to them. Show an interest. I guess it goes both ways.