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americankitten) wrote2009-09-16 08:04 pm
americankitten) wrote2009-09-16 08:04 pm
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That tiny ghost comes
A silent ballerina
Dancing across my walls
Scattering shadows intimidated.
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I don't know what I really want to do right now. I'm really spending all my time on THIS SITE even though it's boring and really lonely. It's getting back up though. Some people have been coming back on. But it's like walking down a street at four in the morning; you don't see hardly anybody. So it gets boring after a while.
My school life is going on fine. No drama (not a surprise for me) and just the same old same old. Not much homework, not much studying.
I'm making new friends. It comes easily these days for some reason. I'm more open than i was last year, and way way more then sophomore or freshman year. Those years I was just in my little tightly knit groups. Now I'm getting out there and talking to the people around me. It's less trouble than keeping my head down and feeling awkward.
I still worry about what people think of me though. A lot. I tell Parker when I feel that way and he says "Why care? Not like they're going to do anything about it."
On a little tangent, but related; Parker wants me to wear a skirt on Friday, the day I'm going over to his house. (raises eyebrows) But what will his mom think when she sees me in a skirt? She already caught us one time on his bedroom floor. I hate sneaking around. Should I tell Parker something happened to the skirt, like it got torn or something? Or should I not care and go with the flow?
A silent ballerina
Dancing across my walls
Scattering shadows intimidated.
--------------------
I don't know what I really want to do right now. I'm really spending all my time on THIS SITE even though it's boring and really lonely. It's getting back up though. Some people have been coming back on. But it's like walking down a street at four in the morning; you don't see hardly anybody. So it gets boring after a while.
My school life is going on fine. No drama (not a surprise for me) and just the same old same old. Not much homework, not much studying.
I'm making new friends. It comes easily these days for some reason. I'm more open than i was last year, and way way more then sophomore or freshman year. Those years I was just in my little tightly knit groups. Now I'm getting out there and talking to the people around me. It's less trouble than keeping my head down and feeling awkward.
I still worry about what people think of me though. A lot. I tell Parker when I feel that way and he says "Why care? Not like they're going to do anything about it."
On a little tangent, but related; Parker wants me to wear a skirt on Friday, the day I'm going over to his house. (raises eyebrows) But what will his mom think when she sees me in a skirt? She already caught us one time on his bedroom floor. I hate sneaking around. Should I tell Parker something happened to the skirt, like it got torn or something? Or should I not care and go with the flow?